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i cant remember the day that my special someone proposed at me, pero that was the unforgettable day of my life. grabe i dont know what to say and i dont know what will i do..pero i was sooo flattered and sooo surprised, di ko kase expect un...i never thought that sa kabila ng mga nangyare sa'kin may lalakeng magmamahal sa sakin ng totoo higit pa sa pagmamahal na binigay sa'kin ng dati kong special someone(may asawa at baby na din sya ngaun, and i'm happy for him kahit na hindi kame nagkaroon ng formal break-up dati, sana we can talk for the last time, just a simple conversion with a cup of coffee, ung bang mag sorry-han lang kame pareho. and thats it)...nine months to go na lang lapit na ko ikasal, ang hirap mag-prepare grabe! since last year nag aayos na ko 'till now di pa din kame maka-usad,hehehe but we have accomplished 3 things na importante.i know everything will be ok soon...to my soon to be husband, thank you for everything, sa lahat-lahat...i wont promise anything, pero i assure you hindi ka nagkamali ng minahal at tinanggap mo ko.i love you so much, and i know kasama kitang tumanda.